"The edge... There is no honest way to explain it because the only people that really know where it is are the ones that have gone over. "

"I would feel real trapped in this life if I didn't know I could commit suicide at any time. "

"No More Games. No More Bombs. No More Walking. No More Fun. No More Swimming. 67. That is 17 years past 50. 17 more than I needed or wanted. Boring. I am always bitchy. No Fun - for anybody. 67. You are getting Greedy. Act your old age. Relax - This won't hurt "